Sep 13 - The Shock

He wrote me a good night message and it was really, really long. One of the longests ever, I'm sure. I just realized the following morning that it contains this part,

"...... And yes, it's true, true love is the only thing that matters in life. What is life without love.. But I know I have found my love, you really are. And I think I am close to loving you, to be honest. Try to love me too? .........."

HUH?? Did he just--?

Sep 13 - Stubborn Soldiers

L: I just can wait to tickle you.
V: HAHAHAHA CAN! Hahahahahahaha
L: Can't!!!
V: But it's the second time you say it! The first time was I can wait to see you.
L: I will do it, you will see yourself. (halo)
V: What if.... Deep inside.... You really don't want to see me.... *horror music playing in background* (shocked cats)
L: *puts the horror music off and puts my arm around you telling you that you are my sayang (kiss)*
V: Sorry I took longer to reply. I had to bark at the butterflies to stop flying around so aggressively.

L: Hehe Cutie, it's just me. (closing eyes monkey)

V: Shit they really won't listen to me!!! Stubborn butterflies. Baby do something!

L: Ummm they are stubborn because I'm too. That means they are my butterflies. (embarrassed face)

V: Ah!!!! That's why!!!! You and all your army are all stubborn. (cat face)

L: Your stubborn. But you know Honey, tell me what you did! I'm not that stubborn with you.. You did something to me.

Sep 11 - Family Matters

"You want to see something depressing?" My heart leapt a few seconds. What did I do wrong this time?

I got the picture as the answer.

He's too weird sometimes.

This afternoon I was asked by Grandma to visit her, while he and I already arranged a phone call session. I finally told him about grandma and her behavior over the years. At first we were texting but it got complicated, so I decided to call him on LINE in Irene's room with her laying beside me. The calls were interrupted by Grandma's constant attempt to make me stay in her room but I escaped every time, hehe.

Irene.... was really nuts, hahahaha. I told her she could be on the phone with him and she said okay ever so calmly. But when I was about to dial him, Irene began squeaking and squealing of excitement and it was hilarious! During the call she also did that and the craziest part was that even when we ended the call, she literally was still jumping all over the bed, even to outside the room where Aunt Adel is teaching Niel on his homework. I had to ask Lu, "Whom are you dating? Irene or me? Why is Irene so excited!" Hahahaha, I love her. They even texted each other when I was called to Grandma's room; too cute.

I don't know what's his deal, today he was behaving really sweetly all day long. He calls me lovely names, he doesn't tease me that much, he gives his utmost attention during our long phone call. He also opens up about his relationship with his brother Antonio and for me that's everything. He lets me step into his life, and I value it more than anything.

Sep 9 - Two Different Heads

It started off with casual discussions about my master's degree plan. Till it finally touched the topic we shouldn't even bring up this early: our different views about marriage and family. And to know how different we are regarding this matter, hurts, so much. The chat was too horrible that I just had to get him on the phone. My eyes were teary but I pushed hard to hold back the tears. I knew it's now or never, and my heart was beating fast at the thought of saying goodbyes to him. Magically, just as I was about to cry, he stopped fighting.

Just as the call ended and I was about to let go of the tears I'd been holding back, he sent me a text, "I'm sorry... <3 You are special to me. I wanna hug you so bad right now. And never let you go." I could feel the sincerity in those words. He was mad, upset, angry, but he put me first and let go of his feelings.

He tried so hard to cheer me up. "I want to make it up. You can choose. 1. Tomorrow will be the anniversary teasing day for you. So on every 10 September, I will be teased the whole day. 2. I will have to go next year on 10 September to McDonald's."

Five minutes later, out of nowhere (he was cooking that time), I got an unexpected text, "*sneaks into your room and gives you a butterfly doll*"

The good night message:

Okay so I know I already said it, but I'm really sorry. I want to be a boyfriend you can be proud of. I feel good about us and I can push away my stubbornness for you. And that's like wow for me. For you, that maybe doesn't say much, but for me it matters because then I know you are my dream girl (heart). I want to do everything to make you happy. And I won't give up on us! So Butterfly and Bee will be happy (closing eyes monkey). Haha, that rhymes. Un beso muy grande (kissing face). Here comes your kisses and a good night hug!

Sep 9 - Miss Impossible

V: You showered?

L: Wanted to text you first Baby, gonna shower now.

V: Groooooooss!! (tongue out) Shoo shoo! Get back to me after shower then maaaaybe I will stick around!

L: Hmm so basically I say that the first thing I do when I come home is texting you and you give me this!!! (sweaty face) (mad face) (fumed face)

That is sooo cute! If only he knows how much I enjoy teasing him like that. My poor baby. :P

Btw, it's Ana's birthday. She and I have been texting and I decided to make a birthday picture out of a picture she sent me a day before. I specifically asked Lu to put it on with me on WhatsApp, so he did. Although after the day ended, he changed it back to my Path picture he's been using for a week now. Aw.